I can relate.
Eat Your Heart Out, Lady Gaga.
Something feels so strange tonight
it’s not wrong but it’s just not right
some hidden complications, fill me with hesitation
and it gets so dark in here
I can’t see through doubts and fears
walled in by expectation, I need a deviation
change in perspective, alternative view
to help me see clearly, observe something new
All I want is a window to look through
All I need is a window to look through
It’s the only thing that I really wanna do anyway